Tuesday, October 6, 2009

RIP MJ

I believe Michael Jackson was a wombtwin survivor, as Althea so eloquently commented on the UK blog. It seems he lost a lighter-skinned girl causing him to recreate this dream of the womb by becoming feminine and skeletal in appearance, his skin lighter (like the girls in the family), crooning songs about his loneliness despite worldwide adoration, being misunderstood, aching for the unconditional love he never got as a star-child which had to be more severe than usual due to him knowing that kind of love in the womb and not finding it here on earth...no wonder he sought this love in the form of Elvis (also a wombtwin survivor having lost his twin at birth, affecting him greatly) and Lisa-Marie, the daughter of a wombtwin, alas the light-skin female. The unknown recognition wombtwin survivors feel must've been present in their bond.

I've watched for months as this country mourned Michael's passing and watched the media's portrayal of his family and thought "typical wombtwin survivor dynamics - everyone running around in mystery, trying to figure out what happened in life and death -- and coming up dry, completely missing the underlying problem!" So much effort and energy spent skirting around the truth, a singleton-skewed world trying to make sense of opposing truths which can only exist in duality. How sad this world doesn't know - doesn't seem to want to know - about the plight of the wombtwin survivor. My hope is that someday, this will all be "out" so that help can come sooner rather than later. With no place to go to figure this out (for the most part), how many more casualties will there be? Oh Michael, I and many other wombtwin survivors understand exactly how you felt and why you did what you did or didn't do. You weren't so alone, after all.

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  1. wow, that is quite a stretch, in writing terms a "slippery slope" even. So MJ wasn't a singleton? He had a wombtwin that was a light skinned female?...and he went after Lisa Marie because Elvis's twin died ...And he killed hisself...and this seems logical? I get it. I wouldnt link this blog to your resume, people might consider this odd, and not hire you

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

RIP MJ

I believe Michael Jackson was a wombtwin survivor, as Althea so eloquently commented on the UK blog. It seems he lost a lighter-skinned girl causing him to recreate this dream of the womb by becoming feminine and skeletal in appearance, his skin lighter (like the girls in the family), crooning songs about his loneliness despite worldwide adoration, being misunderstood, aching for the unconditional love he never got as a star-child which had to be more severe than usual due to him knowing that kind of love in the womb and not finding it here on earth...no wonder he sought this love in the form of Elvis (also a wombtwin survivor having lost his twin at birth, affecting him greatly) and Lisa-Marie, the daughter of a wombtwin, alas the light-skin female. The unknown recognition wombtwin survivors feel must've been present in their bond.

I've watched for months as this country mourned Michael's passing and watched the media's portrayal of his family and thought "typical wombtwin survivor dynamics - everyone running around in mystery, trying to figure out what happened in life and death -- and coming up dry, completely missing the underlying problem!" So much effort and energy spent skirting around the truth, a singleton-skewed world trying to make sense of opposing truths which can only exist in duality. How sad this world doesn't know - doesn't seem to want to know - about the plight of the wombtwin survivor. My hope is that someday, this will all be "out" so that help can come sooner rather than later. With no place to go to figure this out (for the most part), how many more casualties will there be? Oh Michael, I and many other wombtwin survivors understand exactly how you felt and why you did what you did or didn't do. You weren't so alone, after all.

1 comment:

  1. wow, that is quite a stretch, in writing terms a "slippery slope" even. So MJ wasn't a singleton? He had a wombtwin that was a light skinned female?...and he went after Lisa Marie because Elvis's twin died ...And he killed hisself...and this seems logical? I get it. I wouldnt link this blog to your resume, people might consider this odd, and not hire you

    ReplyDelete

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