tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.comments2023-04-30T04:40:28.795-04:00Wombtwin.USMonica Hudsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-25599880505909109782015-06-03T17:42:35.942-04:002015-06-03T17:42:35.942-04:00PLEASE READ THE BLOGPOST BELOW ON THIS SUBJECT DAT...PLEASE READ THE BLOGPOST BELOW ON THIS SUBJECT DATED 4/24! thanksMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-15110608307050004722012-02-24T03:18:53.346-05:002012-02-24T03:18:53.346-05:00Well done, Monica! It's a wonderful way to use...Well done, Monica! It's a wonderful way to use your creative talents to reach out to others with this story. Can we see some of the images?Althea Haytonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18405305710093547155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-71805640165810707262011-04-07T11:41:19.055-04:002011-04-07T11:41:19.055-04:00There was a MAJOR typo error in the brochure! I us...There was a MAJOR typo error in the brochure! I used the same brochure as last year and never corrected the year! I have been a bit brain-dead because of finishing the book, so please forgive me.<br /><br />Many apologies to those who think they have missed the workshop!<br /><br />Here is the link to the brochure: http://www.wombtwinsurvivors.com/pdfs/NYC611.pdfAlthea Haytonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18405305710093547155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-40577874905004773372011-02-08T07:47:49.185-05:002011-02-08T07:47:49.185-05:00I have put up bits of nine Chapters so far. (There...I have put up bits of nine Chapters so far. (There are 30.) Chapter 10 tomorrow. Its on twitter too every day, if you do that. The twitter page is called, predictably enough, "wombtwin'! Do drop by and leave a comment - everyone is welcome!<br /><br />AltheaAlthea Haytonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18405305710093547155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-73659975638726202192010-12-23T12:13:36.862-05:002010-12-23T12:13:36.862-05:00Aloha Chris,
I'm touched to hear of your synch...Aloha Chris,<br />I'm touched to hear of your synchronistic womb twin day...thanks for sharing.<br /><br />How was the day for you? <br /><br />So happy you found us, would love to hear more about your story. Feel free to write or call!<br /><br />MonicaMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-80838316253178679602010-12-21T12:49:58.784-05:002010-12-21T12:49:58.784-05:00Aloha,
The synchronicity of finding this site only...Aloha,<br />The synchronicity of finding this site only yesterday, and being able to join in this focused honoring today is very touching. My heart is filled with gratitude and appreciation for all who share this experience. Divine blessings to all as we heal together.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03358044479964859184noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-89348493440550889802010-11-17T21:47:15.744-05:002010-11-17T21:47:15.744-05:00Dear Anonymous,
Reading your story puts shivers d...Dear Anonymous,<br /><br />Reading your story puts shivers down my spine. I'm 24 years old and have been aware my entire life that I am a surviving twin. My sister, Megan passed in utero only a few weeks before we were born. I was out first and put into Intensive Care with an infection and heart condition. <br /><br />Not until now have I begun to wonder just how much of an impact it has made on me psychologically. I've always just ''brushed'' it off like an unfortunate medical circumstance...<br /><br />I'm starting to see an almost eery correlation between many of the thoughts/feelings I have and a lot of situations growing up. I was extremely distressed and destructive (towards myself) as a child and clung to my mom with massive separation anxiety. I once told a therapist that I thought I was born depressed/sad and they threw me an unsettled eye. I've always felt a ''void'' even when I can sit and mentally comprehend the unfortunate life circumstances I've dealt with I still can't understand why there is this looming sadness. <br /><br />I'm currently getting treatment for an eating disorder that has been haunting me for years. The past few weeks have been almost surreal, I've had a few times that I've felt connected to something beyond my ability to describe-a higher force, sensation, awakening, etc. Almost paranormal. This feeling seems to come a little bit after 4 in the evening..This feeling has also attached itself to numbers in sequential order (4,2,0, 4:20) I can't tell you how many times I've been pulled to these numbers..It's almost frightening. They are on clocks, radios, signage, even out of peoples mouths (and no I do not smoke the reefer) There are only a few people I've spoken to about these instances..I can't lie I've felt my sanity has been on the line! <br /><br />The other day I was talking to my mother about Megan and I. I was always told we were born in the afternoon (assuming noon) but wanted to get the exact time. She said that they started prepping for c-section around 4:20 and that we were born by 4:40. <br /><br /><br />And until the other day...I had never known the exact TOD of my dad years ago..It was 4:40 as well...<br /><br /><br />Crazy, crazy stuff...thanks for reading! <br />Would love to chat further with anyone who has a similar story :)<br /><br />Warmly,<br />KateAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00938703109500048811noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-62224760283761189302010-10-09T14:41:46.102-04:002010-10-09T14:41:46.102-04:00Thanks for this - I will be seeing the play soon a...Thanks for this - I will be seeing the play soon and plan to speak with Albee since he will be there. <br />Funny, although I'd been an admirer of his work for years I never realized his plays were for womb twin survivors about womb twin survivors by a womb twin survivor! <br />I am grateful for his vision and popular expression of it on the big stage. His work always made me feel less alone because I knew somewhere someone "got it" - obsessing about the unseen vagueness amidst charged emotion, endless banter and head trips, always being left with more questions. He's our kind of writer!<br />Will keep you posted, with pleasure...Monica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-17609945414272145032010-10-06T05:44:17.175-04:002010-10-06T05:44:17.175-04:00Quote from an interview with Albee:
Albee indulg...Quote from an interview with Albee:<br /><br />Albee indulges me with an elucidation. “Well, it’s very simple. OTTO is one’s public self. Otto, small otto, whose existence we don’t wish to talk about, is that part of ourselves we don’t want to admit to, and Otto is the third one we invent to disguise the other two. And we all do this.”<br /><br />Identical twins appear in other Albee plays, notably The American Dream. Again, Albee is firmly, if uncharacteristically, generous about providing an analysis. “It relates to the matter of identity, of who we are and how we invent ourselves and lie to ourselves about ourselves. It goes through a lot of my plays, sure.”<br /><br />And there is, I propose, always a missing half. “Always, yes. Certainly, we disguise ourselves from ourselves beautifully.”<br /><br />An adopted child, Edward Albee grew up in a wealthy and privileged home. His adoptive father, Reed Albee, was the heir to the then famous Keith-Albee vaudeville circuit. But family life was a story of parental indifference, of a young man’s estrangement and of his rebellion against the artificial values and bigotry he witnessed at home. “Being an orphan,” Albee quietly intones, “I imagined perhaps that I was an identical twin because there was something missing – not having parents or anything of that sort. I would have lots of conversations with me pretending that I was my identical brother and learning more about the way identical twins relate to each other.”<br /><br />Interesting!!! Maybe we should make contact with Albee and tell him about this project.<br /><br />AltheaAlthea Haytonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18405305710093547155noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-32372361584483918822010-09-13T08:19:10.008-04:002010-09-13T08:19:10.008-04:00Welcome to both Jo's and Joy's! I've b...Welcome to both Jo's and Joy's! I've been swamped with a book launch and have had my head in a cave trying to make the book a success. I figure doing that will help many others understand the grief over a lost twin. I'll try to not be gone so long now--still really heavy marketing but at least the book is launched.Sylvia Dickey Smithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06665990701980727149noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-14170250004190297512010-09-13T08:15:41.122-04:002010-09-13T08:15:41.122-04:00Monica, these photos tell it all! Beautiful and mo...Monica, these photos tell it all! Beautiful and moving!Sylvia Dickey Smithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06665990701980727149noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-58651378848146257422010-08-27T11:26:58.044-04:002010-08-27T11:26:58.044-04:00LOVE LOVE LOVE you and talk to you soon....maybe S...LOVE LOVE LOVE you and talk to you soon....maybe Sunday??? or next week one evening? The weekend is kind of crazy, I have to work this weekend.<br /> <br />Love you tons ! Love, Josephine<br /><br />--------------------------------------------<br /><br />Sounds great Jo, just let me know...<br /><br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TODAY!!!<br />xoxoMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-21578848328277491212010-08-26T18:34:07.094-04:002010-08-26T18:34:07.094-04:00I'd love to skype tomorrow night for your bday...I'd love to skype tomorrow night for your bday but you may be busy...8-11pm EST works for me.<br />Or Sat a.m.<br /><br />Do you have your Joy liquid ready?<br />I want you to really feel the birthday candle ritual as it so honors your experience while also externalizes it and makes it public. You no longer have to keep that to yourself, no more harboring - just celebrating...<br />YOU!<br /><br />Happy Happy BirthdayMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-69260217618938962402010-08-26T18:26:55.584-04:002010-08-26T18:26:55.584-04:00REPLY POSTED ON JO'S BEHALF DUE TO TECHNICAL D...REPLY POSTED ON JO'S BEHALF DUE TO TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES (SORRY THE BLOG HAS BEEN IN A BLACK HOLE LATELY!):<br /><br />I LOVE IT !!!!! YES YES !!! OF COURSE that is Joy sending you "two Joy" people !!!! She would do something EXACTLY like that !!!!! I love that you "got" her sense of humor and that she is so busy now that I let her go !!!! :- )<br />: - )....She can be a little spunky sometimes !!!!!!<br /> <br />I am loving my birthday month and looking forward to growing MORE and MORE into ME and individuality ALL YEAR and for the rest of my life !!!!!<br /> <br />Could NOT be having this GREAT birthday this year without you and this connection.....<br /> <br />Love you tons.....and we can skype again soon if you want.... sounds fun !!!!!<br /> <br />DOUBLE HUGS as usual ......love, JOMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-86966218270136524502010-08-24T15:29:39.665-04:002010-08-24T15:29:39.665-04:00(Monica posted this on Jo's behalf - if anyone...(Monica posted this on Jo's behalf - if anyone is having problems posting, just email Monica or Sylvia and we'll help)<br /><br />Thank you Sylvia, for your continued encouragement and support. Got your book today and relish the time I will get to spend enjoying reading it. The dedication took my breath away! love to you, JOMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-35267036879594908902010-08-17T23:19:18.730-04:002010-08-17T23:19:18.730-04:00Jo, great post! I felt so inspired just reading ab...Jo, great post! I felt so inspired just reading about the healing you have experienced by this marvelous opportunity Althea has afforded us--creating a place that we can memoralize our twin. I have gotten over yet to add my twin's name, but I will. Thanks for posting. Now, keep living!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.sylviadickeysmithbooks.wordpress.com" rel="nofollow">Sylvia Dickey Smith</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.AWarOfHerOwn.com" rel="nofollow">A War of Her Own</a>Sylvia Dickey Smithhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06665990701980727149noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-28554597609845035102010-08-11T11:42:14.484-04:002010-08-11T11:42:14.484-04:00Such great work Jo - I am calling you right now......Such great work Jo - I am calling you right now...! Thanks for all the posts, it's helpful for you to post your process for others to witness. We have all been there...what a pleasure working with you when you work so hard.<br /><br />That teacher is clearly Joy with her bossy newspaper! Intereting how she could leave once you were able to release her...hmmm. A quote from a guru friend of mine comes to mind:<br /><br />"The grace can't take it from you if you're holding it with a clenched fist"<br /><br />You are really surrendering now...fantastic!<br />When we get out of the way the healing can come through...<br /><br />Love,<br />MonicaMonica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-87719233870190812232010-08-10T17:54:34.720-04:002010-08-10T17:54:34.720-04:00THE MONTH OF AUGUST whenever you want to.
USING ...THE MONTH OF AUGUST whenever you want to.<br /> <br />USING REIKI with WOMBTWIN GOODBYES<br /> <br />Hello from JO! My name is Josephine Ludwig. My wombtwin is Joy Elizabeth Sarah Appelbaum. She was absorbed into my body as a teratoma and surgically removed on April 5, 1989. THAT made for a horrid memory of a funeral for my sister. I have been "percolating" in the world of my wombtwin and very confused for a long time. I had my teratoma confirmed as a wombtwin in 2008. (on the exact date of my 50th birthday...August 27, 2008) Since then I have baptized her, bought both of us toys and treasures, and been completely obsessed with her.<br />Sunday, August 8, 2010, I taught my first Reiki Level One class. As with all things, when I teach, I learn the most. Joy spoke to me after I asked my co-teacher who has psychic abilities to talk to Joy for me. I was told three things:<br />I Love you<br />I have always been with you<br />I would like Mint ice cream for my birthday.<br />What happened for me is that I broke loose tears from a long time waiting.<br />After Sunday, and the new release of grief, I connected immediately BACK to my homeground with wombtwin.com. I started blogging on the wombtwin USA site and had the complete HONOR of talking to Monica Hudson over skype.<br />(that conversation was yesterday, August 9, 2010).<br />TODAY, August 10, 2010, one of my adopted daughters was attempting to give birth. She ran into complications and the family engaged me as a prayer warrior. I did pray and I also asked permission to do distance Reiki.<br />HERE COMES MY MIRACLE:<br /> <br />As I was praying for Ashley and her C-Section birthing of Camryn Alivia Whitehead, I felt called to image my opening up of my own of my abdomen where Joy, my wombtwin, resided for 30 years with me. As I continued to send Reiki to Ashley I too received a blessing. I felt my abdomen shrink into nothing and where my midsection scar remains from my surgery in 1989 feels like it is sunken in tissue and all shriveled up on either side of the scar. Joy is free, she is not mad at me for letting her go and I am going to just sit with this new event to see where it takes me.<br /> <br />Reiki seems yet another wonderful tool to help us heal and deal and feel our wombtwin world. <br /> <br />Submitted with love, respect, humility and intense gratefulness.<br />Goodbye JOY, from my abdomen and HELLO JOY to my world of memorial.Josephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-61139933064651109342010-08-10T14:16:46.065-04:002010-08-10T14:16:46.065-04:00Hey Monica and all wombtwin friends and fam !!! I ...Hey Monica and all wombtwin friends and fam !!! I found a NET(Neuro Emotional Technique practitioner Amy Richard, D. C., Her practice is called Gentle Chiropractic (that sounds so healing ....AAAAHHHHHH ) and called the office just now ....had to leave a message so will now wait for them to call me back to set up an appointment.<br />ALSO....had a GREAT dream last night. I was back in classroom and the teacher was VERY strict. She used a newspaper to hit students. So in the dream I went to the teacher at the end of the school day and told her I was leaving her classroom because the treatment of children in that way was wrong and she knew it. I walked out and felt so confident and content. I enrolled myself in my school choice the next day and found another teacher who honored my spirit and taught me in a way he someone intuited was my style of learning. I felt so strong and affirmed as SELF in the dream. I went back to the FIRST classroom to visit at some point in the dream and talked to the teacher again that was hurting children and told her she knew she did not want to hurt people like that anymore. She was so kind to me and I found out later in the dream she had resigned to find a new job. INTERESTING DREAM.<br /><br />Monica, Ken and I had a GREAT conversation after we finished our skype visit. THAT WAS AMAZING by the way.....I would love to schedule another one after I have been able to connect with Amy Richards and experience NET and talk to you and process some more if that would be something you would be interested in tooo??????<br /><br />I slept GREAT last night and I really love my dream. I think I am more comfortable with standing on my own then I believe. AND...this is cool, too, Monica and everyone......Monica and I were discussing how BOSSY my wombtwin JOY seemed to be yesterday. I have been taking care of her first instead of me since the womb.....I love Joy...However, the time has come for the tables to be turned....IT IS NOW TIME FOR JOY TO TAKE CARE OF JOSEPHINE......I like that. I took back a ring she told me to give away yesterday. I put it in my Zen garden and after our conversation, Monica, I went and took it back out because I love that ring. I claimed my own self hood and did not let Joy tell me what to do. WOOT HOOT....<br /><br />Love to all and Love to all of our wombtwins from whom we learn and love and grow AMEN<br /><br />Love, XOXOXOXOX, JoJosephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-54921455670909530772010-08-10T09:52:02.965-04:002010-08-10T09:52:02.965-04:00Hey Monica and all wombtwin friends and fam !!! ...Hey Monica and all wombtwin friends and fam !!! I found a NET(Neuro Emotional Technique practitioner Amy Richard, D. C., Her practice is called Gentle Chiropractic (that sounds so healing ....AAAAHHHHHH ) and called the office just now ....had to leave a message so will now wait for them to call me back to set up an appointment.<br />ALSO....had a GREAT dream last night. I was back in classroom and the teacher was VERY strict. She used a newspaper to hit students. So in the dream I went to the teacher at the end of the school day and told her I was leaving her classroom because the treatment of children in that way was wrong and she knew it. I walked out and felt so confident and content. I enrolled myself in my school choice the next day and found another teacher who honored my spirit and taught me in a way he someone intuited was my style of learning. I felt so strong and affirmed as SELF in the dream. I went back to the FIRST classroom to visit at some point in the dream and talked to the teacher again that was hurting children and told her she knew she did not want to hurt people like that anymore. She was so kind to me and I found out later in the dream she had resigned to find a new job. INTERESTING DREAM.<br /> <br />Monica, Ken and I had a GREAT conversation after we finished our skype visit. THAT WAS AMAZING by the way.....I would love to schedule another one after I have been able to connect with Amy Richards and experience NET and talk to you and process some more if that would be something you would be interested in tooo??????<br /> <br />I slept GREAT last night and I really love my dream. I think I am more comfortable with standing on my own then I believe. AND...this is cool, too, Monica and everyone......Monica and I were discussing how BOSSY my wombtwin JOY seemed to be yesterday. I have been taking care of her first instead of me since the womb.....I love Joy...However, the time has come for the tables to be turned....IT IS NOW TIME FOR JOY TO TAKE CARE OF JOSEPHINE......I like that. I took back a ring she told me to give away yesterday. I put it in my Zen garden and after our conversation, Monica, I went and took it back out because I love that ring. I claimed my own self hood and did not let Joy tell me what to do. WOOT HOOT....<br /> <br />Love to all and Love to all of our wombtwins from whom we learn and love and grow AMEN<br /> <br />Love, XOXOXOXOX, JoJosephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-68819257645056235122010-08-10T09:49:08.164-04:002010-08-10T09:49:08.164-04:00OOOOOPPPPSSS....I meant to say I DID order THE HEA...OOOOOPPPPSSS....I meant to say I DID order THE HEALING PATH and will start reading it...AND here is the dream from last night...<br />I went into a new classroom as a new student after the school year started. The teacher beat the students with a newspaper. I went to her at the end of the school day and told her how wrong and awful that was and told her I was leaving her classroom. I DID.<br />I found another school and that teacher accepted and loved me for ME and taught me in my learning style and I flourished. Then I went back to the FIRST teacher to visit and tell her I wanted to share with her that I knew she was a good person and I wondered how happy she really was beating children like that. I found out later in the dream when I went back to visit again that the mean teacher had quit and found a new and more enjoyable job and that hitting students was no longer allowed at the school.<br /><br />Interesting......<br />Comment away lovely ones<br />Your thoughts and ideas are always welcomed<br />Love YOU ALL very very much<br /><br />XOXOXOXOX, JOJosephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-57492621034681653802010-08-10T09:42:38.138-04:002010-08-10T09:42:38.138-04:00Hello ALL
MONICA
LOVED LOVED LOVED our skype sessi...Hello ALL<br />MONICA<br />LOVED LOVED LOVED our skype session<br />Had a GREAT dream....I typed it from my gmail address and sent it so does that mean it will go on the blog?<br />Bossy JOY told me to bury my favorite ring in my Zen garden and after our talk I took it back out and washed it and claimed it back. I believe I have taken care of Joy for so long that now it is time for JOY to take care of ME.<br />I have called Dr Amy Richard, D.C. and left a message to set up an appointment for NET today if she has room.<br />I love Joy and will never be without her but she really does need to take her proper beta place in my life now.<br />I am tired of the blockage of my solar plexus..<br />I am ready for my energy in my body to be balanced......<br />Keep you posted<br />And would love to do another skype again after I get in touch with Amy Richards and do the NET therapy. That feels peacefully correct as the next step for me. I am going to let my life unfold in its time and not mine.<br />If something happens by August 27 okay if not I get another one next year.<br />I am going to let God and the energy flow guide me and I am going to not force my own agenda . I am going to give control to God and not Joy and not me. And trust I will be led in the time and path I need.<br />Looking forward to where this river of my life leads me next.<br />ALSO I need order and print THE HEALING PATH by Althea and will start reading it today.<br /><br />LOVE AND HUGS to all of us who share the most interesting bond I have ever experienced...<br /><br />Love XOXOXOXOXO, JOJosephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-76915248103644225852010-08-09T17:49:01.727-04:002010-08-09T17:49:01.727-04:00Hi Monica....SOOOOOOO looking forward to skyping t...Hi Monica....SOOOOOOO looking forward to skyping this evening.<br /><br />XOXOXOXOX, JOJosephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-69784974272015342152010-08-09T12:18:14.449-04:002010-08-09T12:18:14.449-04:00OH MONICA....that is the cutest idea ever !!!!
I L...OH MONICA....that is the cutest idea ever !!!!<br />I LOVE IT !!!!!!!Josephinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13109977032786972620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256482294143206842.post-16825376580892336402010-08-08T13:43:27.230-04:002010-08-08T13:43:27.230-04:00Oh Barbara, thanks for allowing me to be a part of...Oh Barbara, thanks for allowing me to be a part of this sacred ritual! The best part was how it all unfolded just as it was meant to because you didn't overthink it, you got out of the way and let it happen. Still, you were so brave to face this and happy, eager, ready to move forward...what a fun and liberating experience!<br /><br />Don't forget one of the funniest parts was when this ritual was jump started when you were singing your song, and got to the words "Help Is On The Way".... when you were loudly interrupted by a megaphone and the "Lifeguard" announcing he was going off duty and that we were now "at our own risk"! Life is just too ironic...you can't make this stuff up...it was like Carl was leaving and you were on your own now, and the seagulls were inching closer eyeing the bread with the "Care-Away" seeds, to take your Carl cares away into their bellies...and they were so happy & fluffed up resting contently as we left.<br /><br />And you are now so happy and free to live your life without Carl, and all he represented, with just your Carla for awhile until you are ready to let her go too and just BE.<br /><br />The transformation I have witnessed in you in just about 4 months since discovering Carl and 1 month since discovering Carla in incredible!<br /><br />What an honor to help you on this journey and witness again how effective Althea's healing path is...looking forward to more!Monica Hudsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14503853555312300080noreply@blogger.com